Tuesday, July 11, 2006

emo me .

weitz .

me .

back .

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---->just got to know my friend's bro past away . haiz .

---->yest . wasnt suppose to go out . but i did .

---->met him .

---->had been havin stomach aches . geez .

---->school starts tomorrow . ****

---->no homework rite ? haha .

---->wait . rite ? geez .

---->i need pimple cream . GEEZ .

---->im broke . ****

---->i miss my dad .

---->i miss my old frens .

---->i miss jewel .

---->i miss rou2 .

---->i miss mavis .

---->haiz .

---->"Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods." -Aristotle

---->i wanna go bike riding . as in a bicycle . tt is .

---->i miss riding ard the guddamn neighbourhood .

---->i miss my childhood friends .

---->i miss my childhood .

---->haha . crazy . but i do miss it .

---->"If you want to win friends, make it a point to remember them. If you remember my name, you pay me a subtle compliment; you indicate that I have made an impression on you. Remember my name and you add to my feeling of importance."-Dale Carnegie

---->i miss Amirul .

---->i miss Khairul Zikry .

---->its been ages since i talked to them . just seeing them would mean a great deal to me . tts my wish now .

---->to bring those two kids back here . like old times . yeah . old times . *sobx*

---->"Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."-Alfred lord Tennyson

---->crap .

---->sometimes i wonder . or maybe still wondering . what love really means . yeah . what exactly does love really means . does it involve being around that someone 24/7 . or is it when you cant stop thinking of that someone and it makes u sad just not being there with the someone u so called loved . its not all that . i understand it now . its not just being there physically that matters or just thinking about them . but knowing the great pain they had caused you to grow so much hatred for them . the hatred that caused so much pain that the thought of them makes you wanna kill them . this pain no matter how hurtful it is . it was built because of too much love in the first place . yes . love . and when it comes to meet the exact person/people that you said you hated , the hatred wall in your hard just demolished . and only sweet memories that you had with the person fills your mind . and tears of not pain but love . yes tears of love comes pouring . and the feeling of love floods your very heart . that's what love is . no matter what happened , no matter how you hate that someone , love will overshadow everything else . =)

---->"I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love."-Mother Theresa

---->=)

---->till next time aiitez .

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Lotsa hugs & kisses
Nurulfizah Ali

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