Life's a *****

Have you ever felt that life had been really unfair to you ? i mean the mistake you made were just not meant to be . but . oh well . life's a ***** . so nothing is impossible . so yeah .

we are humans . and humans make mistake . they ain't perfect .

and i'm human too . i make mistakes . lotsa them . and im not proud of it . me being me , i have the tendency to interpret something they way i hear it . i assume rather than asking . i mean its human behaviour right ? to not ask but just bloody assume everything .

oh well . the mistake i made was just that . and it had cause something that i didn't want to happen . something that wasn't suppose to happen . but it did . life's a bitch . no shit bout that aye . hate it but . no choice . have to just accept my mistake and live on with it . haiz .

ain't gonna write down what happened . like i said , i aint proud of it . but . that person should know what this means . sorry . im really sorry . i promise i won't do it . and if i do , promise me you wont run away . but talk to me about it . promise ? i could never let you go now when i'm emotionally attached to you . didn't mean to hurt you . never ever crossed my mind .

i too cry whenever i done something wrong and i wished i didn't do it . but i did . and i can't do anything about it . but just hoping that i won't repeat the same mistake twice . forgive me . =(

hope you understand . i'm human too u know . ain't perfect . just ordinary me . =]


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signing off
ordinary me