Too much, too little

I can't get enough of Pokka Premium Milk Tea. Lol.
Random.

Anyway.
I miss him. Hee.

Anyway.
two weeks left till Raya, and as usual FiZah is not in the mood.
She never was.
Since abah left. Haix.
But no matter what, she'll be the colours in this house.
So that it doesnt look so gloomy.
So i'll act all so excited over everything.
I'll bake, i'll shop for me and mummy.
I'll go geylang and shop till wee hours.
I'll clean the house.
I'll take out the carpet.
I'll cook with mommy.
I'll be the one staying up late on malam raya.
But this time, things are different.
I hope.
Rather than being all gloomy after what had ahpeened, it'll be brighter.
As bright as the sun.
Haix.
Am I asking for too much??